She was forced to Her knees. Desperately trying to fight back, but the element of surprise rendered Her attempts at self-defense useless. He had his way with Her. A feeling of pity and disgust exploded inside Her. She remembers lying there after, curled up in fetal position, bewildered to say the least, knowing without a doubt, that Her life, as She knew it...was over. Things would never be the same. An experience that not only changed Her life, but the lives of those who interacted with Her.
It was so traumatic and painful, that She is yet to recover. Partially credited to Her desire to not only get even, but stamp dominance, She wishes to make an example of anyone who belittles Her in any way, shape or form. That feeling of emptiness, hurt and inferiority, cut deep to the core. She promised Herself that no one will ever make Her feel that way again.
I sympathize with Her. My heart goes out to Her. I wish She was better able to cope, because we all look up to Her. I think she needs to let go and stop tugging along the baggage of that day. I pray that You will make it back on that path to greatness.
In God we trust.
11-9-11
Kavon McKenzie
Copyright 2011
